immerse yourself in pure cosmic potential.
inextricably intertwined with all the possibility contained within + throughout all dimensions of spacetime, universes + infinities so interdependent and expansive, including all the wonders + magnificence of energies we may not have the concepts or words for yet.
immerse yourself here.
i’m meeting you from the dream realm, in pink-ish purply cosmic glitter surrounded by pastel pink candles with flames that slowly, gently flicker. a songspell i’ve carefully crafted is being cast with the celestial resonances of my beloved toychestra, my hummings, and live electronic processing in my aleatoric dream patch in maxmsp offering a soft space for us to melt into as we dream our most glorious dreams into existence.
tune in to our shared soft songspell sounds, a portal into the dream realm:
together we’re going to be dreaming our futures + embodying our dreams. we’ll gain insight into the dream worlds we want to inhabit. then we’ll lull ourselves into lush and vibrant dream space to dream safely + deeply. as we’re eased back into the present, we’ll pull our dreams from the ether with us and make a mapping of the waking possibilities of our dreams + our power to embody them.
to support us in our gorgeous sweet dreamings, i’ve dreamed into existence and crafted with care a pair of ritual tools sharing soft guidance for dreaming our futures + embodying our dreams: an oracle//composition deck and a crip ritual dream workbook.
depicted through small spell poems and closed-eye crayon drawings turned glitch art, dreaming our futures + embodying our dreams oracle//composition deck is a collection of 55 dream maps sharing my dreams for myself through chronic illness and madness and offering pathways to embodying these dreams, both a coping mechanism for feeling lost in my bodymind and for a future where i will surely feel lost in my bodymind again. a way to find and anchor myself through chaos.
each dream map serves both as a divinatory oracle, a tool for being deeply with ourselves and our magic, and as an indeterminate graphic score, the sounding out of which (with any mechanism for generating sound and a connection to experimentation and play) becomes its own dream portal and songspell for fruition.
in addition, each deck also includes a dream spell altar card, 5 cards with blank faces offering space for drawing your own dream maps and adding them to the deck for your own personal divining purposes, and a guide card suggesting methods for reading dream maps as graphic scores, a practice available to anyone and everyone – no prior musical experience needed.
what better way to divine our pastpresentfutures than by dreaming our wildest, most fantastical, glorious, and boundless dream pastpresentfutures into existence for ourselves?
dreaming our futures + embodying our dreams: a crip ritual dream workbook is alexa dexa’s 66-page, hand-written accompanying dream workbook for their dreaming our futures + embodying our dreams crip ritual album and oracle//composition deck. risograph-printed by Endless Editions, the crip ritual dream workbook shares alexa’s thoughts on the importance of dreaming, tips for accessing the dream portal and receiving the wisdom within, a spell for dreaming our most glorious dreams, ample space for recording your dreaming and the meanings and messages that meet you, and suggestions for gently guiding yourself towards embodying your dreams and for being your own compass and cartographer.
may we dream big, dream frivolously, dream idly, dream idyllically, dream steadily with the weight of our lives, and may we always know our dreams as possible realities.
dreaming your future + embodying your dreams: a dream ritual
meet alexa dexa one-on-one in the dream realm for a personalized, online dream ritual. immerse yourself in pure cosmic potential as alexa guides you gently towards dreaming your future and embodying your dreams. come knowing the themes you’d like to dream on, or gain insight with a dream reading using alexa’s dreaming our futures + embodying our dreams oracle//composition deck. be lulled into lush and vibrant dream space with a songspell for sweet dreams and safety that will morph and evolve to support the duration of your dreaming. as you’re eased back into the present, pull your dreams from the ether with you and together, we’ll make a mapping of the waking possibilities of your dreams and your power to embody them.
$75 – $95 ● 60 min
$105 – $125 ● 90 min
so i’m definitely a ✨dreams hold all our pastpresentfutures and all our fantasy inbetweens and access to our ancestors and other realms and to our waking friends whom we meet in dreams for relaying informations and for many kinds of communications and unearthings and learnings ✨ kind of a dreamer. in a dream reading with me, we’ll delve deeply into the meanings and messages surfaced by your dreams and share practices for deepening your dreamwork. bring recollections of your recent dreams for further investigation and interpretation and/or gain insight into your dreams for yourself with an oracle reading using my dreaming our futures + embodying our dreams oracle//composition deck. by the end of our time together, you’ll have a more expansive understanding of your journeys through the dream realm and super dreamy guidance for dreaming your most glorious dreams into existence.
$55 – $75 ● 30 min
$75 – $95 ● 60 min
It’s really not often, if ever (especially from within and under the rule of ableist capitalist profit-worshipping labor death cults), that we’re given global cultural permission to dream, to tap into our best possibilities, our connection with the vast potential of the universe, and the unknown as a source of benevolence waiting to shape us and be shaped. Without easily recognizable power, influence, or economic interest, what appears as “idle” dreaming has no place in dominant and oppressive world views. It’s too impractical. But idyllic dreaming is a form of joy, a form of survival, a form of self and communal care, a way to reimagine our pastpresentfuture in order to build the interdependent communities of care we want to grow with, sustain, nurture, and be nurtured by. Our dreaming is so valuable for our collective and personal liberation and safety.
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